Showing posts with label paul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label paul. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

guest post - mountain parables by paul

there arrives on certain occasion days that present themselves with unheralded simplicity. after an historic may snowstorm that entwined us in winter's last farewell we were rewarded with the latent promise of the spring and summer to come. reminded that without the darkness we do not appreciate the light, that after the dormancy comes life and that there is indeed a grand plan and someone in charge. how else can you explain 5 inches of precipitation in the month in which it is most needed for the colorado earth to fulfill its promise to nourish and replenish all those whom it nurtures. 


there lies but a short 1.5 mile drive to our west the world renowned eldorado state park. a refuge for rock climbers who come to challenge the towering rock walls. 


it was not the rock walls that caught my fancy that day but the rattlesnake gorge trail that completes a 4 mile loop to the continental railroad along the divide and back down again. a mildly challenging vertical gain of about 1000 ft. passing through aspen and pine forests. 


the azure sky had been cleansed of all the dust and smog and was brilliantly clear against the natural hues of the mountain. a colorado sky that is hard to find elsewhere on a colorado day that is difficult to duplicate.


we start by crossing the new bridge built after the floods of 2013 washed out the previous structure. flown in by helicopter it is a grand beginning beckoning one to the alpine splendour of the frosted firs, sentinals of the peaks. 


it was spectacluar to be the first one up that morning following some hardy hiker's tracks to the midpoint of the hike, the old hotel site. 
above is the south boulder peak and bear peak ridge line that extends north and south behind the city of boulder. 


just prior to reaching the hotel site (which was serviced by a counter balancing water weighted funicular railroad) you can look down the valley to the great plains.
below you can see the snow level after 36 hours on the bench. 18/20 inches of thick heavy white stuff still remained.


this is about a mile into the loop with another mile of steep gradient to go.


it was at this stage that the stalwarts from the previous day had ended their journey. being semi prepared with waterproof hiking boots and snow gators i elected to carry on and complete the loop.


while the views were amazing the effort was taxing. the snow was thick and heavy and every step was an adventure up to your knees. 56 year old legs lag behind 56 year old will. 


with a sunday school lesson on my mind however i did manage to extract a life lesson which i would like to relate below.


i tackle life like i tackle the mountain. i love the challenge, i love the adventure. i love being in front with no one ahead. i thrive on being strong and independent. self reliance is paramount. as i moved higher and higher and had to lift my legs in and out of the heavy virgin snow i could feel the drag increase and the labour intensify. i had made the choice however and was confident i would persevere and endure. the journey was amazing. the air crisp, the snow pristine, the colours vibrant. it was exactly as i had imagined and hoped it would be. i knew the price, accepted the challenge and was enjoying the reward. i could feel however the demands that were being made on my body were draining my reserves. it was not a dangerous situation but i could feel the energy level dropping. as i crested the top of the loop i could hear voices and i could see another hiking party coming up the opposite direction. they too were the first on their section of the trail. we exchanged greetings and passed each other.
from then my experience changed. i walked in their footsteps. i followed a path already tread. the amount of energy that i had to expend was siginificantly reduced and i walked where someone had tread before. i still had time to look around. the vista had not changed, the snow was still ethereal the canvas sublime and with the ability to travel an easier journey i was free to absorb and assimilate the beauty around me instead of fighting to stay on the path and make progress. as our paths crossed again on the way down we exchanged greetings and expressed gratitude to each other for blazing a trail that we could each follow.

why do we insist on trying to create our path in life when we have been invited to follow one who has gone before and descended below all things and risen to meet all challenges? on that day i learned that if i can trust and follow indeed my burdens will be light and my pathway easier to travel and my strength preserved. 

i have come to love the mountains. you cannot fight them but give thanks to them for the lessons they impart.  

- paul

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

guest post - roxborough state park

welcome to change. i pay tribute to a wife and mother and daughter who has painstakingly over the last 8 years invested in her family on a daily basis. not only the very boring and mundane but also the very mundane and boring. while those who do care click on the our golden days link and step into the daily life of a hectic family i honor her and her legacy she has created through the recording of our pictorial history. i have come to eagerly anticipate what camera angle will be next or how she can doll and doctor up the ordinary to make it sound and look extraordinary. from her has come a plethora of creativity and sensitivity and passion about making our lives abundant. we have all been blessed and enriched by her dedication and discipline. unlike blog life,,,,i have heard the exclamations when the site has crashed just before posting, the days when there isn't a story to captivate and the threatening to cease and desist. to my darling wife from all of us...you have imbued us all with the thread of your love for us and your pursuit of inner peace. we learn to cut out the excess (well we are learning), concentrate on the essential and spread ourselves where we want to have the greatest effect. that you have chosen us and we have been the beneficiary of 36 years of Janet Nicole is my daily prayer of gratitude. may we always reflect the love and honor and respect that you give us so unreservedly. you shape our lives every day.

i cannot do it justice but here is one of my golden days........


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roxborough state park lies about 45 miles from boulder on the south western edge of the denver bowl. it is to the south about what boulder is to the north. set amongst the uplifted formations that also mark the flatirons the trail took us on a 3.5 mile jaunt through the foothills on a magnificent spring saturday morning.

we started with a gentle ascent that saw us overlook the denver skyline and were reminded of our western heritage with the appearance of the western relics that ghosted across the ridge.


the scrub oak always appear to be about waist high when you see them from the valley bottom but when you are in the midst of them they become a formidable barrier easily reaching 15-20 ft above you. in the fall those are the brilliant reds you see on the foothills.


it seemed that around every corner we had to stop and it was a relief to have father insisting on a camera break. i think the rhetoric that janet has developed over the last 8 years involving "picture" moments have become words of indifference and we have lost the eager will to snap to attention and cooperate. we promise to do better janet.


i have been following that surreal image and it has never led me astray. i have been a project for this woman but i have learned to listen to her calm and steady voice and respect and honor her carefully considered and weighed opinions. i have always wanted to rush and hurry and speed ahead. i have learned much from waiting and asking and listening and respecting. it is an honor to have you along for the ride and i will walk in your footsteps gladly. i will always have your back !!!


choke cherry blossom time. the air was thick with perfume as you come down into the glen and find  yourself immersed in the thickets of white. a popcorn ball that would smell so sweet .....i had no idea why american kids would have a song about popcorn balls. did they bounce? could you kick them? i understand a little better now.


it has been a very interesting few months as janet and i ease into our next phase of life. we can certainly feel the climate changing with gabi about to finish her second last year of high school. the house is quiet..gabi has a car...we hardly see her and so there are these 2 grown up people in a house looking at each other and asking ...what is next? well i can tell you... i fell in love 36 years ago this week when i walked into the reserve library at byu and saw a face that i never wanted to let out of my sight again. from across the room i could feel her light and her goodness. my life course changed in an instance. a whirlwind courtship and marriage was blessed with 5 extraordinary children that have taught us so much..but that chapter is drawing to a close and we find ourselves looking at each other in awe and asking....what the hell just happened??!!! time has passed so swiftly and we return again to each other with a new commitment and dedication to start this next phase of our life and invest and harvest from the bounty of the people with whom we have been blessed to share our dreams.

slow spring saturdays hiking in nature's splendour, talking about everything under the sun and looking back with no regrets at the paths you have taken, sharing your footsteps and your dreams and not believing that this beautiful, compassionate, tender woman still picks you every day to share her life.....that has to constitute indeed....my best golden day. may there be many more.

salut...my love,
paul

Thursday, December 30, 2010

happy anniversary



twenty-eight years ago today, i married the wild and crazy, rugby playing south african that absolutely bowled me over at a young and tender age.........

how could i resist those eyes.......those thighs...........ok........that accent and the energy to fill a room every time he walks in the door.......
i felt safe with him, i wanted to be on his team and be under his lucky star spell.......
a strong bloke that makes things happen and gets what he wants.........
i trusted him from the start and he's never let me down....

i didn't know i was looking for passion and adventure........but now i understand.

he is still the most exciting man i have ever met.....

baby, thanks for the greatest, most tumultuous, adventurous, surprising, fun-filled, full to the brim,  challenging twenty-eight years of my life......

you have helped me become the person i wanted to be.
i would choose you again in a minute.
i love you,
J

 p.s. thanks too for the snowy anniversary day, i knew you could arrange it for me!



it is exactly what i wished for............




and roxy loves it too.......


i drove up eldo canyon to get closer to the mountains...........


and stood on a bridge to watch the snowy creek..........


pristine and beautiful.  i am adoring this day............